l really wish I was drunk right now.
Not the “I’m at a party and I want to be socially-acceptible-drunk,” but black-out, don’t-remember-a-thing-and-have-the-time-of-your-life drunk (even though you normally hate yourself in the morning for it).
Would it be good for my liver? Not really. My pride? Probably not. But I just want to fill up the emptiness I feel with loads and loads of booze. I just want to be oblivious to the world and all of it’s, and my, problems.
At least for a little while.